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Clive Owen’s daughter Rosie has revealed she thinks her relationship with her father and stepmother Amanda Owen is ‘beyond repair’.
Rosie, Clive’s daughter from his first marriage, grew up on Ravenseat and said she can’t even bear to drive past the farm on the Yorkshire Dales anymore.
Speaking to The Sun, Rosie said she feels her relationship with her dad, who stars on Our Yorkshire Farm, took a turn for the worst after he began dating Amanda.
Speaking out: Clive Owen’s daughter Rosie has revealed she thinks her relationship with her father and stepmother Amanda Owen is ‘beyond repair’ (Clive and Amanda pictured)
She realised her father was in love when she found a Valentine’s card from Amanda, who was then 21, addressed to Clive, then 42, signed ‘Love, Amanda’.
By that point, Rosie was staying with her mother during the week and would visit Ravenseat on the weekends where she met Amanda for the first time.
She was 13 when Clive and Amanda married and told how she cried ahead of the big day, where she had been asked to be a bridesmaid.
She said: ‘On the eve of the wedding I started crying because I was worried about losing my dad. It was awful. I used to feel really self-conscious, thinking, “What’s wrong with me? What have I done? Am I saying and doing the right things?”‘
Relationship: Rosie said she feels her relationship with her dad, who stars on Our Yorkshire Farm, took a turn for the worst after he began dating Amanda
Rosie added she no longer visits Ravenseat and claimed Clive has not since invited her over or asked why she stopped coming.
Viewers previously watched Clive and Amanda bring up their nine children, six boys and three girls, on ITV’s The Dales with Ade Edmondson in 2011 before Our Yorkshire Farm began in 2018.
Rosie told how she tried to watch the show before but it made her burst into tears.
She said: ‘It breaks my heart because it is like watching a past that I haven’t been in for years. It’s like a family that I’d love to belong to but I just don’t.’
Memories: She realised her father was in love when she found a Valentine’s card from Amanda, who was then 21, addressed to Clive, then 42, signed ‘Love, Amanda’ (Amanda pictured)
Rosie, who has two daughters aged 16 and six and a son, 13, said she feels like she missed out on having a male role model in her life and added that her children call Clive by his first name rather than granddad.
Amanda is thought to have amassed £1million and Rosie, who works as a barmaid for minimum wage, is said to feel like she has been left out financially.
She married her husband, a factory worker, in 2018, with Clive walking her down the aisle.
He had to leave before the reception so did not give a speech, with the publication noting that Amanda was not invited to the ceremony.
Apart: Rosie added she no longer visits Ravenseat and claimed Clive has not since invited her over or asked why she stopped coming (Clive and Amanda pictured with their chidlren)
Rosie said it sometimes pains her to see Clive and Amanda being loving parents to their children, saying: ‘They are living this wonderful life with all this success and I’m here with scars that run deep.’
She praised her mother, who is now living in a care home after recently becoming ill, and said she overcompensated for Clive not being around.
Rosie said she would like to be involved in her father’s life again but doesn’t think it will happen.
She also said she sometimes dreams about Amanda and imagines them having a ‘normal relationship’ but doesn’t think that will ever happen either.
MailOnline has contacted representatives for Amanda Owen for comment.
Candid: Rosie said it sometimes pains her to see Clive and Amanda being loving parents to their children, saying: ‘They are living this wonderful life with all this success and I’m here with scars that run deep’
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